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I cannot paste images in for some reason. It keeps saying error on my end but this week I got a haircut, and I don't like it, but it does feel better than when it was long. I wanted to get a cut for a while now but kept putting it aside for the fact that I didn't want to also cut it. It did bother me when it was long but now, I feel better, but I will most likely need to go get it cut again because it feels a little longer than I wanted it right now.  With these blogs I feel like it's a therapy session with myself and I don't like it. Anyway, I made it to the pool tournament finals which will be Tuesday and hope it goes well. I probably won't win but at least I would have made it to finals which I'm proud of.  When finals come around, I feel like I will do good but every time I think that they don't go so well. But hopefully they do because I need to get a least a C- in all of my classes. This will be my first semester in university doing finals so at least

  Something that has annoyed me with my experience with university is the fact that teachers/professors take so long to put graded assignments into bright space. It just annoys me and gives me anxiety about if I will get a lower grade than I expect.  I have not yet thought of what I am going to be writing about for the exploratory essay. I think I should start working on it because I don't like it when I am behind on assignments and or projects. A thing that seems a bit off to me now that I'm in university is the fact that everyone seems to be with and have a group of friends except me. That's something I don't understand and the fact that I also talk to everyone and I am cool with most people. It's just a feeling unknown to me, maybe everyone is just anti-social now because its "cool", I have no clue.

Same thing this week, nothing much happening in my life, just problems. 1st semester is looking okay for me, hopefully I can make it and have my grades at least at a C- to transfer into the college of business. This blog is going to be another short one. I tried pasting a photo from google into the blog, right now its blank and I don't know if you can see it from your screen but it's just an image from Tom and Jerry and both Tom and Jerry are just chilling on a beach-on-beach chairs. I won my pool tournament match this week and hope I make it to semi-finals.

  It's week 12 and this week it was my mom's birthday. She turned 50 on Thursday and I realized that I'm already so fed up with life at 19 and wouldn't want to be in this world for 50 damn years. I feel that age is so far into the timeline into the average life span of 80 years but at the same time people say life is too short because time flies, and it does.  This blog is going to be a short one because every week is almost the same and I don't feel like repeating myself every week. On Tuesday I had my second match tournament for pool and my luck said "hey, why don't I just give you the champion from last year's tournament and make this 10 times harder for you." I won the first match and he won the second and then for the last match I had the 8-ball set up and missed the damn ball which gave him the opportunity to pot the 8 ball and I lost the game. He told me after the game that he knew I would've won all the matches if I played it much more

  Again I will say that it feels like I have been at this school forever already but I've only ever done 2 semesters. I can't believe I have to be here for another 7 semesters, it's going to feel like I've finally left eternity when I graduate. Like every week I always have many assignments to do and it sucks to fall behind because I still haven't done my draft for the documentary project in this class. This week was okay because I signed up for the pool tournament and when I played my opponent I felt confident and won both matches that were 2 out of 3. I brought my sister and mom to watch and they were happy I had won both games. I was too but it's disrespectful and frowned upon to boast about winning when playing pool. This was a short blog because nothing much really happened this week or you can just say my life isn't that exciting in this chapter in my life, but to my standings this is when life should be "fun" and it's not because some te

  Another stressful week, I had a test on Monday and a speech on Monday which I did not do. I did do the test but I failed it and got a 44% I believe, but the professor decided to give us a 5% bonus added to our grade because I wasn't the only one who did bad. The class average was 61% I think and everyone said they feel like the tests are just getting hard. This class is sociology and we only have 3 more tests so I really have to study for these upcoming tests. I was supposed to do my speech on Monday but I had not finished my outline. So I finished my outline on Tuesday and was ready for Wednesday to present but I just didn't present for some reason and it was the final day for presentations but out of nowhere the prof had to the class at the end of class that we would have Monday on the next week to present. I was ready to take that zero but I was surprised he gave us another chance. I don't know why I didn't present, maybe it was because I was intentionally wanting